when i woke up this morning, i saw a light of hope through my window. it wasnt hope. it was the sun. when i woke up this morning, i cried. it wasnt tears of happiness, it was tears of pain and weakness.
not going well enough to continue...                                    
dont wonder why im not on the net sometimes...
dont wonder why i dont want pity from ***** like you ! (getting the hell out of me... sorry for being impolite.)

10h00: it's Snowing !  after all, we will have our white christmas !
10h32: it stopped... damn it ! we finally might not have our little white christmas...

shall we do our wish list for this first christmas without snow ? yes, its sad but it seems that we wont have a white christmas this year... anyways... lets begin ! i want:

-the opportunity to spend a merry x-mas with my boyfriend
-be surrounded by my friends and my family
-to get new clothes... ohh ! by the way, my cousin bought me the shirt i wanted as a x-mas gift ! (i wanted to give him back th emoney, but he insisted since he didnt give me anything last year) ^^
-a white christmas !!! if possible... maybe in my dreams ? lol.
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ohh gosh ! im trying to think about what i want to received on christmas, but... it looks like im not a materialist person after all... haha ! not as much as i used to... LOL.

i wish to all good luck for the last exams to come, and... i would like to say it before i forget it...

     Merry Christmas to All !!!  

la fin de session arrive a grands pas ! voici une mini liste de mes reves/espoirs/...  :
-avoir un chum pour Noel
-passer de merveilleuses vacances d'hiver avec amis et chum
-avoir de bonnes notes dans mes examens finaux et belle cote R
-avoir un emploi a temps partiel
-avoir mon permis de conduite en janvier
-avoir des cadeaux de Noel
-gagner un concours... haha !
-partir en voyage... quelque part en Europe p-e ?
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